Thursday, October 27, 2011


Jacob came home from school very excited and he said, no home work for two days. I said why? He said,"Because, we have a field trip tomorrow." And I said, oh ok. He said,"Mom, it is a blessing! And He ran to the house and grab his book and started reading. Remember, it is raining, so he didn't ask to go out. Which is what they usually do.
Can you believe it? Should I be concerned? I guess, we all look a blessing in different way. I thought it was funny!

Wednesday, October 26, 2011


     "Let him kiss me with the kisses of his mouth, for your love is better than wine." Song of songs 1:1

     Song of songs was not my favorite chapter at all. But now I am in love with the chapter. I believe for the reason is, because I know the love of God that has for me. For your love is better than wine.

       The Holy Spirit speak of wine because wine drink affects mind. On our spiritual level the Holy Spirit is the one who affects our thinking and revealing the mind of Christ.

     The expression of His love is greater in my life because as God expresses His love to me. Many of us do not know how to receive His love because our hearts are not open.

      I know many christians walk still in condemnation. My question is how can you believe God if you can't believe his word? Get to know Him, He is there in your joy and in your deepest struggle.


Saturday, October 22, 2011

Tear down and build it up

      We woke up resting well. We don't have an early game, so I was hoping we will take it easy this morning.

      After breakfast, the boys were wrestling. So, I told them go beat something else. And Jason said, what can I beat? I said, not your brother.   
      Here they are, they found old small chair and table. They tear it down and they are trying to built it in to a box. And I am watching them and enjoying the morning. Super Saturday!!!!

Friday, October 21, 2011

Rest in His presence.

                Song of Songs 5:2:
      "I slept, but my heart is awake, Is it the voice of my beloved! He knocks, saying, "open for me, my treasure, my darling, my perfect one; For my head is covered with dew, My locks with the drops of the night."

      Sleep is an important part of our life. Without sleep there would not have been a dreamers. In the state of  rest God God can reveal to us where we are going and Where or Who He is.

    I learn if we wait in fasting and prayer, If we make time for Him, He visits us because we are prepared, but He comes often in the most unlikely hour when we are not ready. And He says, 'Let me in, let go your imagination and anxiety."

    Live your life to your best, just live it right and don't let your works to get you in His presence. He loves you the way you are, you don't need to make him look good. HE IS THE PERFECT ONE!

Have you let go and made a room for your Saviour?

Thursday, October 20, 2011

What you don't know can hurt you

I am learnign everyday new informations regarding the genetic modified foo. It shocks me and I wanted to share it with others. Do you know GMO crops were never tested over the long haul, and now the very worm the farmers wanted to avoid are developing a resistance to the GM corn. Organically grown crops are being contaminated by wind and cross pollination, and farmers are being sued for stealing‘ Monsanto‘s property. If they can‘t afford to fight the monster company, they are losing their farms and lifetime investments. Monsanto hires private thugs to secretly inspect organic farms in order to accomplish these take downs. The predatory Big Ag companies have declared war on smaller farmers and us. Scientists believe that once the distorted DNA of these plants go into our bodies, that our own DNA is invaded and that our intestines can literally become pesticide factories. Monsanto has put up vicious attacks on scientists who try to warn about GMO dangers. Recently the USDA ignored an urgent letter from a Purdue scientist about a newly discovered pathogen in GMOs, pleading with them not to approve Monsanto‘s new GM alfalfa.
The USDA has even defied an appeals court order not to approve it until an environmental impact study was conducted, but they approved it anyway.

"Scientist under attack", Must buy this book and decide what you want do about it. Watch the trail"

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

How can you love one child from another?

        I am convinced there is no good things on TV anymore. I was checking different channel and saw Anderson show again. And I heard a parents saying, they have favorite kids that they love more and I was shocked! How is that possible?   

      I love my kids all the same. Of course the things they do can irritate me and amazes me from one and other. How can you love more one child from the other? I am going to speak on God's view. I love my kids the same, I wish I have more time to spend with my kids. I would love to see the day will go slow, I feel like they are growing fast on me.
     Look at them, how can you not love them all the same! Even more than I can! And where do they found all this stupid mess it people on the television to corrupt our future generation.

Monday, October 17, 2011

Where is common sense

      I came back from Jogging and decide to stretch and watch the news. In channel 3, the Anderson Cooper show was on. I saw him on the news all over the world as a reporter, but now, I guess he has his own show.

      He had a guest and she was talking about psychic. How do we became a society with no common sense. Why do we give them attention? Talking to the dead, what? They are dead! Connecting with the other world? Really?

      This days, it is so normal to look stupid, I think eventually our kids will be confused to know what is stupid and what is wisdom.

       If you share the love of God, and telling them Jesus Christ died for you. If you tell them to let go the fear and the anger to the mighty God that loves them, they can't wait until you shut up. But, a psychic comes and says her own imagination, and she gets all the attention. In the real world we call that mental illness. God help us!

      May God give our children wisdom and draw them near to you!

Saturday, October 15, 2011

It is a beautiful morning!

I was surprise to see the trees are changing already, It is absolutely beautiful! We woke up this morning at 6:45AM to go to soccer game. It was so nice to wake up seeing the trees, they are becoming colorful and I enjoy driving my kids to the game. And they won three weekends. We stopped by Dunkin Donuts and came home for a little rest. I opened the door and windows, drinking my coffee and listening to my kids practicing their music instruments. What more can I ask, but to say thank you for all the blessings that the lord has gave me. Bless the lord of heaven and earth and the lord Jesus Christ!

Friday, October 14, 2011

Praying for a friend

         Lately, it has been hard to sit in front of my computer and blog, because of  my friend's situation. I don't know how long she have to suffer, but I would like God to intervene on her behalf.

        I know, there is not much I can do to help. But, I just want to be there for her to love her, to listen and to pray.  The system today is a mess! No body is helping!

        God said, in the last days the work of the evil get worse. And He said to rejoice!  I tried to encourage my friend, but I can't say to her to rejoice.

        I know I have to continue tell her, God is there, even in the dark time! He will never leave you, nor forsake you. I praying every second that God will remove evil in her life and give her PEACE!

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Honoring Authority

                                         Honoring Authority

      In our society, it is rare that children fear authority. I remember when I was young, we got up and gave our seat if we see elder people walk in to the room.

     If we want change the country, it has to be birth at home. The white house can't make many change on their own. We need to live to be an example to our children. Make sure to watch what you said around your children.

    The person doesn't honor his parent, they are definitely don't honor God. When you discover that God will only give you authority over others when you show that you can come under authority yourself.

    Romans 13:1-3 says, "Everyone must submit to governing authorities. For all authority comes from God, and those in positions of authority have been placed there by God."

Sunday, October 9, 2011

Men in our society

      In early days, a man was well appreciated for just being a provider. Today, Men and woman are still trying to find their role in the marriage. Men are so pressured today at work and at home. Growing up, the minute my father walks in to the house, he was honored. No one expect him to wash the dishes, to change diapers or to put the kids to bed . Dad was home, everything comes to place. Everyone makes sure he sits in his comfortable chair, and food was serve with out any question. Once, he got some rest, we are all over him. Just laughter and talk.

       In our society today men are put in the place which doesn't come naturally. They were told to listen to a woman conversation. Some programs and TV shows teaches men to pretend as they are listening. The gender is so mess it up today because they don't know what their role is. I love the idea women can work and take care of their family, which is great! 
      I hear some women saying, cooking is not my thing, that is his, Really? I believe if a woman wanted to learn how to cook, she can. We need to stop pressuring men and treating the men in front of the kids like they don't know anything. Men are not created the same as women. Men and women have weakness and strength. We are to build one another, if the man lacks something and the women has it, that is what it makes it whole.

      For some women that doesn't have a husband, train your son's and daughter. If you are divorced, be careful not to speak negative about your-ex in front of your kids.

      I believe if we continue to live mistreating men as it is, we will continue see divorce rate increases

Friday, October 7, 2011

Yom Kippur( the day of atonement).

       Yom Kippur is one of YHWH's (God's) appointed times on His calendar. He says that anyone who ignores it should be cut off from His people.
YHWH calls it a holy convocation - as are all of His feasts.

    The point to grasp is that the Hebrew word for convocation is pronounced mikraw. It means a rehearsal. Which just points to one of the reasons it's poor theology to say these rehearsals have been done away. Rehearsals continue until opening night.

    The Feasts of Yahweh are rehearsals for things to come. So, if you are not practicing the rehearsals, you can't fully understand what's happening when the curtain rises on the real Day of Atonement - an event we should see soon.
It's so easy to "believe"
When you practice the rehearsal
The real Day of Judgment will be both a wonderful and a horrible day.
Wonderful for those written in the Book of Life.
Horrible for the hundreds of millions who are not.
The days of Noah are a shadow picture Yom Kippur as well.For 120 years Noah and his sons prepared the Ark. The building process itself presented a huge opportunity to witness to the peoples. But none listened.

     One day, YHWH told Noah to get inside. YHWH Himself then closed and sealed the door. The time for repentance was over.For Noah and his family it was a wonderful day because they were safe as the rains and the floods came. At the same time, it was a horrible day for those outside.

    As the waters rose higher, you can imagine how the people must have screamed, wailed, and begged to be let in the Ark.For days Noah's family heard all the pleas from the friends they left behind. They heard a scary new sound as rain pounded the ground for the first time in history. They felt the boat shake as it began to ride the waves.
No doubt they were stunned into silence as they witness YHWH 's awesome judgment.

   On Yom Kippur we can begin to get the frightening fate awaiting those not written in the Book of Life.
This should drive us to be all the more grateful for our salvation (the Ark) through the Messiah Yahshua (Jesus) and to renew our committment to living a life pleasing to Him.

    As in the days of Noah, will it be simply another day of chasing after success in this lost world, or will you be among those whose hearts are prepared and ready to go?
I didn't like reading the book of Revelation when I first got bor again. But now, I feel sorry for people doesn't know God.

   I am grateful for the for the great teaching of the word of God.
of Yom Kippur, your discomfort gives you a hint of what the final Yom Kippur will be like. 
I certain theological concepts and still remain aloof from them. For instance, we can talk about being sinners, but deep down inside we all think we're really not so bad. It's all those other people who have sin problems - not us.
also know as the Day of Judgment.

Wednesday, October 5, 2011


Darkness and God's presence

      The bible speaks to us, when we walk in such suffering, it doesn't mean God is not in our lives. I spent a day with a friend, and she is going through a very tough times. I can't imagine for a parent to watch their kid lying in the hospital, the doctor saying, I am sorry there is nothing we can do. The parent takes their child home, and waiting for that miracle.
     A parent want take the pain away from their child to suffer instead of their child. And you wonder, where is God? Does He even see me? That is where my friend is right now. I had a book I carry most of the time with me, by Mme. Jeanne Guyon. I opened the page to share, it said,"The measure of His hiding from you seems to match the measure of His revelation.  These ultimate trials(the experience of the night of the spirit) become even more agonizing than others because, in overwhelmed with a deep conviction of his own wretchedness. (it seems as if it is from devils.)"
     You can't come to an idea of this terrible tribulation except by having passed through the actual experience.
And I see my friend the love she have for God increases as she continue to go through this evil(dark) times.

    Trust God! He is always looking out for you from loosing your mind. Giving you peace and strength one day at a time. God can't stop men kind from doing evil, and he can't stop putting all this chemicals to our food and vaccinations. When you lost hope of ever beholding another darkness, Remember to Him even darkness is light. He sees you even in darkness standing in faith, you still didn't loose your hope and Peace.
So, surrender all to God. He has you in His hand.

Sunday, October 2, 2011


I have been putting away my scrapbook for years. So, I finally started. Now, I am not being picky because I have a lot to catch up, then I can get little crafty. I made 2 album  the past two weeks, while I am listening to Torah class. I am so proud of me!